In Too Deep

im in too deep

i just lost myself

i am..
missing someone i shud not miss
loving someone i shud not love

i..
changed

again and again i type that
but still i ont know the reason for this.... 'change'

ive never felt like this b4
and the fact that im typing it shows that it really affected me

i dont want to feel this way
but
i just cant stop this feeling

im
sorry~